Taqwa

Assalamualaikum :)

So a few weeks ago, we got 'tayangan' at the surau . Then , there was a video talking on how to achieve taqwa. All along the video was played , i even failed to recall what is the meaning of taqwa. I asked my friends (my age) about the meaning but the answer was hollowing. I tried so hard to remember it as we had learnt it in Form 3 if im not mistaken. It was such a shame because it was clearly shown that we only learn things to pass with flying colours in exams, instead of absorbing them in our mind and in order to prepare ourselves to become great khalifahs soon. Maybe it was because our intention. Usually people go to school, burn their midnight oil trying to even understand the question of addmath (i do that) , work their ass off to achieve the highest score in papers and even plead the teachers to give extra mark from 79.5 to 80 (i did that, too *facepalm) to make their parents happy . To embrace their selves. To be known as a genius.There's a story narrated by my friend about a servant of Allah who moved to Madinah from Mecca to marry a girl as it was the condition set by the girl. The girl was really beautiful , and she said that if the man really want to settle down with her, he must moved to Madinah. And so did he. And he just got to tie the knot with her, but not Allah's blessings. So the lesson of the story is, if we do something not because of Allah but something else , we will just get that SOMETHING ELSE not Allah's bless. Same goes with the exam thing , if we just study so hard just to get A+ and a "Very Good!" on the papers, that's all we get. We'll not achieve the greatest payback which is His bless.Sooner or later, we will eventually forget things we learnt as we have already squeezed our brains and let them spilt on the papers.

SO, what is taqwa?

Sounds easy but its effing not since satan exists hoho. Yes, its not easy to achieve it , especially in this everything-you-can-know-or-watch-with-just-a-click age. But its worth the priceless jannah, right? You cant get something great by doing nothing. Jannah needs sticks and stones of life , tears and even blood. WE all want that husnul khatimah which means a good ending right ? so good luck !

p/s : Good luck for my brothers and sisters who are struggling with their SPM right now ! Break legs yaww 

Sceptical thinking

Kenapa perlu pakai outfits yang memalukan diri sendiri?
Kenapa perlu tunjuk lengan?
Kenapa perlu tunjuk kaki?
Kenapa perlu pakai tudung atas dada?
Kenapa perlu ambik gambar dengan boyfriend?
Kenapa perlu berkepit dengan boyfriend?
Kenapa yakin sangat dia memang selamanya dengan kau?
Kenapa tak takut dengan azab Allah?

Ye aku tau aku takde boyfriend.
Tak pernah rasa semua tu.

Kalau lah kita boleh nampak balasan Allah.
Kalau lah kita tau boyfriend tu penyebab kita masuk neraka.
Mesti dunia aman je.
Penuh dengan wanita solehah.
Sedarlah, wujudnya kita kat dunia ni pun satu ujian.
Ingat syurga tu senang ke ? Tolong lah.
Nak dapat apa yang kita nak memang susah serious.

Pakai stokin setiap Kali keluar rumah memang menyusahkan.
Pakai tudung time balik kampung jumpa cousins memang menyusahkan.
Pakai handsocks memang menyusahkan.
Pakai tudung tutup dada memang rasa tak stylo.
Pakai baju labuh memang rasa gemok.
Tak jumpa boyfriend serious rindu.

Tapi beringat ah, syurga memang payah nak dapat.
Beringat ah, orang memang akan condemn kita bila berubah.
Beringat ah, tak semua setuju kita jadi baik.
Beringat ah , kita hidup kena tabah.
Kita hidup bukan nak orang kawan.
Kita hidup sebab Allah.
Kita hidup untuk buat parents kita happy.

Aku tau aku belum cukup berani nak tegur classmates even best friends sendiri dating.
Jujur aku takut dengan penerimaan manusia.
Tapi aku letih.
Muak.

Maaf kalau entry ni menyinggung perasaan yang berkenaan tapi ni memang untuk korang.

Stop humiliating yourself girls.