Dissapointing end of year

Hi assalamualikum.

Okay , last post was 4 months ago. Tahun ni , bagi aku banyak yang aku rasa. Happy sedih bangga and whatsoever. Yang happynya sebab i dapat nombor satu in class. Yeah , it was so happy because , its really hard to beat Balqis , orang yang paling muak kita tengok dia dapat no satu dalam kelas. Balik balik dia je kan  hehehe. And , for the first time ak dapat no 7 dalam batch. In Semesra. Its really hard to achieve ha. SBP kot. hahaha. And lucky gila la that time sebab cikgu sambut .Takdelah sambut mana , jus bawa rombongan 20 in batch form 2 form 3 to Mydin Seremban 2. Ada book fest time tu. Ahahah aku bukan beli buku pelajaran , inseadi bought a science comic. Not bad la kan ? :D

And the sad part is , bukan is sebenarnya. ARE. It was not happy ending for 2014. Aku jatuh gila exam end of year.I only got 3 a's out of 12 subject ; Agam BI sivik. Whadeheck right ? Math  got C. And Deutsch i got D wtf. Yang math tu , t admit it . It was my fault because i didnt do much exercises to improvise in that subject. akudah lah memang slow subject math. HUhuhu. And now i felt so bad for my paents . Yeah , like they did their very best to me. They visited me every weekend kot. tu yang aku lempar kat muka diorang ? 3 As only ? Meman takleh dibaggakan. And as i expected. Theymere so upset with my result. Aku tak boleh salahkan diorang . Those were my faults.
And aku dah arget untuk try again next year. No hankie pankie. Ceh , aku harap aku ak sembng I have to make them proud. They are my happiness. If they are sad , im sad too. And aku tak boleh jadi punca kesedihan diorang. I cant. I hope next year , Ilham will move to 3 Bandura. I cant be in the same class with him. It willmake my result worse. And aku bersyukur jugaklah sebab my friends are smart . Ain and Maisarah are really good in Math and aku suka bila diorang ajar. Faham .So , aku harap gila pt3 tahun depan all of Extroverts will get flying colours for PT3. Amin insha allah.

And , this year, aku faham . Allah itu Maha Menyayangi. The story starts when my cat, Bibam and Zorro (niece dia heh) were MISSING ! Aku paling sedih Bibam ah. Is like , i (ngan family sekali haha) raised him for long time. Sorry i cant remember when he was borned kekeke. Kencingberak dia aku yang bersihkan ( but mosly along yang buat saja nak dapat nama ihiks) Every night he will sleep bawah ketiak orang. Nasib baik wangi (ceh yakin) . Blamakan , dia mesti tunggu je bawah meja tu, harapkan org bagi makanan. And i admit it , aku bias do. Dengan bibam semua boleh , Sleep in the house , eat in the house , drink in he house. Sampai kucing lain. A Big no kot . Hmm kesian diorang (baru skang nak kesian !) Dah takde siapa nakcakar sofa my mom pukul and dia diam kejap. Bla my momgo away , dia start balik ! Ahh how cute !!!! And dia kucing yg obedient lah juga. Dia faham kalau ada orang datang. Dia masuk bilik my mom. And he hid under the bed. Bila aku panggil , dia keluar. And aku bagi makan. Heis just and adorable siamese cat ! Dah brbulan jugaklah dia hilang. And ak langsung tak bleh move on. He's the one i loved most . Cehh macam cakap kat laki jerwzzz. And lately , another cat of mine , Reput (because when she was borned her legs looked like four rotten legs !)  Had gave birth to two cute kittens. ANd yknow what , sekor tu nama dia Topoi and SHE (kot cause dia ada puting . Okay gross) looks EXACTLY like Bibam ! And sekor lagi u Tomei And looked like Zorro ( Tak sentuh pun pasal Zorro who cares muahahaha *evil laugh*) And kitorang memang jaga diorang elok elok . Hahaha Bibam Jr. ! But dia punya ekor senget sikit . huhu nvm ill still love you. Jangan mati tau hahaha.

Kay thats all bye.